Monday, April 23, 2007

vats this? Another one??rumbles through garbage bin*

Im currently reading a book...yesh,a book..be amazed!Lol. I dontr why but this book took ma interested it was weird..Been flippin through it for a few weeks in MPH during my lunch hour sometimes, its this lil yellow book with a few cupcake pics at the front with the words on top of it, 'He loves Lucy',lol, Im reading a lovey dovey book O_o it was so interesting...*feels like an alien just knowing mankinds materials*.I just bought it today*money flies*.Weeeeeeeeeeeeee, i went out with ze brazilian model,aileen today so called scouting for 'nerds' with her,lol. Didnt manage to find any...Usually i could see embut when i wanna scout em they just dissapear out of thin air...weirdness..OoooOoO,I can see the smoke comin out from ma incent, ma boss ganeh bought from thailand *imagines room gettin burned down because of that tiny con shaped incent*lol

Hmmm,hamana hamana hamana..O yeah, i might be goin to penang with ze office crew,cool ness ness.Gonna visit mum's and jade's hometown :p She said she can help me get entry into the clubs there..Bagus bagus XD Been wantin to dance a lot,lol. Hmm,the last time i danced a lot was at the hits.fm birthday bash it was ze cool ness,danced a LOOTTT :p Jade said i was like in my own world when i danced that time,lol. All the ppl need to stepback cuz i kept movin around.And a dude who is a pro dancer came up to me and asked whether im a dancer,lol!Damnnnn! >.<>
She and her group did DBSK korean songs..I was thinkin in my ma head,where the freakkkkkkkk is alisya!?!!? She would love this,lol. And the otha gang was all boys and o yeah the DBSK dancin group was all girls. Goodness gracious, i wish i could dance like em.

Im thinkin of buying a laptop from Vignesh,one of ma collegues in the office by the way hes the only male in the office,lol. Me and him talk a lot abt somethin we both seem to be how to say 'interested' at,lol i will leave you guys wonderin on that :p He said he can get em cheap for me since he knows a few contacts that could give him a good deal. I might need it 'IF' i go to MMU,lol.Dad still doubtful on it..Gonna wait till all teh registration paper i signed up liek MU,UPPU..Hmm,im gonna sign up for UITM,but my mum wouldnt likeit since she had some bad memories there when she was in uni... =_= I thought to myself isnt all local uni like dat..she had some troubles with some pips there cuz shes like a modernized muslim citizenin or in other words..none-wearin-tudung-non-extremist-muslim.Dunno lah.Thats awhile back ago..maybe now ppl are more open with others and stuff,hopefully,ahah.Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
Im gonna end zis post for today,Goodbye ppl,may you all not miss me *runs away*

Peacey peacey!
Bye

Friday, April 20, 2007

Yellow

Yo,been awhile huh? Lol. A lot have change for the past few months and a new year has started for me..A lot has happened. Changes done up around me and me..I have changed a lot thats what my friends seems to say.Yeah I have changed a lil of my dressing style caused by work..+_+ and yeah maybe im a lil less hyper? Lol.I have found somethin that i have been missing and i dare say that i have truly changed because of that.Made a lot of theories and philosophy about it, and yet it is still unknown to me..It was so unpredictable to me and i have doubts for whether it is true,yet i grasp that chance and see where it could lead me. Some of you might not understand what i mean here but the ones that does,yes i am..very and truly.I'll see where it would lead me and i know i will get a scar but whats life without some..we arent plastic and i do not want to be weak..this is yet another phase of life i have to go through. I know if my past self see me now, I would despise and hate myself..o well ido anyway,lol. I can learn from this experience and if i did..I will know the truth about it and a new chapter in my book could be written with a new outlook about it..not from others but truly from my heart and experience.I can feel,see and know what people meant when they say they are 'in love'. I can now truly say whats what about love without an argument sayin i was never was and now..i could prove em wrong.For the one who knows what i am going through please help me..lol.I dont know if i want to be like this.. I have confused myself,pls dont ask me much abt my post..I use this blog to write out what i feel towards myself and around me. This is as a reminder or better yet a diary that is open to all to see...why u ask? Well,i want to let the one that knows me to know how i am and what im going through. Pure ramblings,ahah.



My spm last year results came and i manage quite well and all my hard work paid off and i knew i could do better, i managed to get 6As ..4A1 2A2 2B4 2C5. And yup, i got C for chemistry and agama,lol, I registered for a few local unis and i ust received a letter that i have been accepted to MMU, melaka. Basic management and then off to accountinbg hopefully..Will be staying for quite a number of years..3 years i think. And if i could grab a local degree for accounting here i will take a gap year to work and move on to overseas studies,hopefully.Gonna be a lot of hardwork,nothin compared to what i have done for spm i bet,ahah.If my dad dont mind me staying at melaka for MMU, ill be staying in there with new friends and away from my family,for quite a long period. I am not sure whther if my dad decides if i could go. If yes he lets,a whole new experience for me is awaiting me there,lol.I can focus better i think there..away from all the things goin on here..im gonmna freakin miss em! Im goin all out before im goin there,ahah. Hmm,hopefully i could keep in touch with everyone..Lol, i sound as if im really goin there.



I have alot to say here but i guess ill stop for now,im gonna try to keep active in here so i could keep in touch with everyone i know here,lol. Been glued to the comp a lot now everytime i get home from work i without fail will go online *thinks of internet bills*o_O Habis!! Lol. I hv a lot happened ..Im gonna try to not be lazy and post abt em here in the near future..:p

Aight!See ya



Peace!












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